eatdixx's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- shaky fingers a little while ago i went north to queensland, stayed up there for five weeks. lucy came home with me. she stayed for a month, left happy and with a new haircut. for the last three weeks she's been living with her sister, her absolute fucken white trash sister. donna's pregnant, she has hep b, nowhere to live or a job and no fucking clue. she's like those beaten, long suffering women my mum used to bring home with black eyes, cuddling their kids. destined to go back to their abusive husbands, because they love them. anyway, my uncle bobby, lucy's dad tried to kill himself last night. i just didn't know how to write it. he drank a bottle of scotch and took some pills. at 3am my aunty found him, got him to the hospital where they pumped his tummy and gave him heaps of charcoal. he just had a cancer cut out of his nose a week ago, he's on antidepressants, but he doesn't cope. i've noticed that he's losing his marbles a bit. 63 years old. hasn't finished paying his bills, has two adopted daughters with major issues, his wife is diabetic from obesity, and a whole fucken bunch of other shit. he loves dire straights. pink floyd, [uggh, i just got a call and i can'twrite anymore.] i should be up there, and if they want me to i will. hope i don't lose my job. 10:10 p.m. - 2005-07-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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