eatdixx's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- fuck that and fuck you. i don't know, anymore. i just. don't. know. my friend rju was just telling me about the time his eyes started bleeding, and he was telling everyone he had ebola. sounds nasty. he didn't have an ebola. because on friday night, i went to a gig that was so intensely loud and noisy, i got lucy to check my ears for blood. i stuck my finger in it all through the night to release the built up tension, upon withdrawing my finger i examined it, no blood. every time, no blood. i think that there should have been blood. today my throat is sore. lucy has flown the coop, gone home to stanthorpe to slaughter some pigs and walk the fields at night, whatever she does up there in that godforsaken part of the world. seriously though, god has left the building. she was telling me how her friends wouldn't let her be the pig sticker, the one that stabs it in the throat, because she was too pissed and might miss, the pig would turn and she'd be gored to death immediately by the massive horns. do pigs have horns? i just made that bit up. sounds quite murderous to me. especially strange from a painfully shy girl. i'm allowed to go home now because i'm sick, but i'm feeling so fucking lazy that i can't be arsed getting my things together and walking out. plus, i'd have to go past Creepy Tim, who i went out with on saturday night, and when he leaned in for the pash, i got the unexpected fright of my life, tried to be polite about it and not make him feel too bad about the rejection, whilst thinking WHAT MAKES YOU THINK EYE WOULD EVER PASH ANYONE LIKE YOU? SINCE WHEN DO BOYS LIKE YOU THINK YOU CAN GET GIRLS LIKE ME? sounds terrible, i know. but really, fuck that. i am so fucking ovvvveeeerrrrrr dudes HAVING to have a crack every time they meet a girl. fuck it. fuck them. fucking cunts. AS IF i would want to sleep with him! i was friendly, but i wasn't THAT friendly. JESUS! 2:49 p.m. - 2005-05-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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