eatdixx's Diaryland Diary

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wow, you've lost weight

i wonder where the fuck my party has gone? pills keep me awake but no joy; weed doesn't get me stoned anymore and i've lost my laugh. has anyone seen it?
it's loud, giggly and likes to hang out with disgust.
my temp assignment has just come to a premature finish. it could be because:
they notice me typing not filing;
i eat too many monte carlos;
i upset their age bracket;
there is no work;
they don't like the cut of my jib;
all of the above and more.
i feel like i've been sacked. they will not replace me.
i have applied for six jobs today marked 'personal assistant' and i did not write a single cover letter OR read the essential requirements. it's exciting. it's like not knowing what you're going to cook for dinner and just throwing in all the ingredients.

i had excellent secks with linzy the other day and i can't stop thinking about it. we are so hott right now. arrrrrrrrrr. i am incredibly in love.

last night i met his parents. his father freaked me out, and i reacted nervously but did pretty well i think after the initial half hour. his mother is cute and laughs at everything his dad says. he looks just like both of them. both of his parents are very handsome, and well mannered. we are meeting again this evening for dinner at my choice of restaurant. i'm taking them to Huey's Tilanos.
i don't understand the english way of being inconsistently well-mannered. for example: it's ok to talk about your bowel habits, but you can't say cunt or fuck? weird.

3:22 p.m. - 2005-01-04

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