eatdixx's Diaryland Diary

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it's the conclusive time of year

i had my 26th birthday. it was great. i had a huge fight with emily, over something really stupid [she started it] but it gives me a way out, so i don't care.

i'd like to leave a permanent office job on good terms. not just with a character reference and the dismay of my bosses disappointed face, when telling me just how much i could have been, with all this inside my head. if only i could channel it into one area, you could be so much miss eatdixx. if only you would finish one job at a time and concentrate in one area, and follow up on the things you've started, you'd be the best personal assistant in town. right now, you're all resume and no good work.

i feel like a fraud most of the time. this has nothing to do with the paragraph above.

i worry that my throat is harder to clear because of the onset of throat
cancer, but it's not enough to motivate me to stop smoking. i'd like to stop being so mean to people on line, but in truth i don't know many other ways to stimulate myself whilst 'working'.

i'd like kate to magically appear on my doorstep with her bags.

9:13 a.m. - 2004-12-30

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