eatdixx's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- fuck you freckles, you little bastard cunts, you're planning an attack, aren't you, i'm onto you Well good evening. Today i went to see the biggest eva reclining slut, the Wat Kho Buddha. As i sat on the floor in front of her shrine with the pigment on my arms coming to the surface to form a thousand more freckles from the cunty burning sun, i closed my eyes and tried to feel the immense spirituality and calming feeling i always imagined would settle around my shoulders from being in such a holy place. nothing. all i felt was my own ability to make my mind at ease, using techniques i've learnt from yoga and other various things. so i left, disillusioned. the great wonder of idolatry and worshit that these people are into is fucking astounding. i can't quite work out whether or not i believe it's wrongly placed or not. i don't think it is. i think that you can make yourself believe whatever you want to believe. whether it's worshipping the orsum goa [lizards] that hang around the lights down by the pool or the little homeless man that hides under the bridge here in bangkapi only after 10 pm with ONE PINK PLASTIC BAG EVERYDAY, well you just go with that. whatever floats your boat. i just think it's a fucking waste to put a coin in a pot for an inanimate object that isn't going to know there's money when there's poor cunts on the corner that don't have any legs [don't worry i haven't succumbed to them yet] or anything in their tummies, you just keep putting your twenty baht note in the pot for a piece of gold leaf, go right ahead, don't mind the angry freckly little white girl in the corner frowning at you with furrowed brow. she's just disillusioned. i worked out a way to get rid of those bitches with the long fingernails and parasols for sale outside the temples. you just tell them that they're ugly. the fingernails, that is. THEY'RE FUCKIN AWFUL!! did you ever see that movie 'big trouble in little china'? remember the biiggggg scary witchy guy in that that collected ladies with green eyes? he had long fingernails like the ones they're trying to sell me. do i LOOK LIKE I WANT THOSE FUCKEN UGLY NAILS, BITCH? no. and the dudes that tell me 'I LUB YOU' everyday? they have to work out a new comeback to my 'But how can you love me, you don't know me!' this is so much fun. i'd like to take some liquid paper and fix all the spelling mistakes in this cuntry. my favourite one so far is a tshirt i almost bought today that said 'I love you very must'. HAHA!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!! I took a photo for you devil!!! YEEHHAAA!!!! Thailand is fun! Tomorrow morning i'm going to my new accommodation in central bangcock. yay. i decided to sleep on the couch tonight even though kim's not home yet, coz i want to keep her newly changed sheets fresh. i'll leave before she arrives... i just couldn't leave the pool. i meant to be out sooner than this. sigh. it's just... the pool, the pool. i love the pool. and the lizards. they're my new religion. p.s. can't get into hotmail, and i still can't phone home. :( 10:49 p.m. - 2004-07-31 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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