eatdixx's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- it sways from side to side and then you have to leap off while it's still moving!!! i have to leave this apartment in two days. i don't really know where i want to go. how could i, when i don't know what's at the other end? i'm going to rely on what kate's told me about stuff, and go with that. i think. i'm feeling incredibly indecisive and... a little anxious. this is the first time that i ACTUALLY have no bed planned. hmm. fun fun fun. no no really, it's going to be fun. i'll figure it out. as long as i keep smiling. today i went on the river boat. hoo harrr!! it was crazy. i thought we were going to spill over into the dirty stinky river, but i took comfort in the fact that the other passengers weren't freaking out. AND i had a lady touching my sticky sweaty arm with HER sticky sweaty arm for forty minutes during the journey, and i didn't freak out once. i may have grimaced a little, but i was more interested in laughing at the ppl that got monsooned on. until i got monsooned on. and then i giggled at myself and ran and splashed in puddles. YAY!! SPLASH!!! once i got to the city proper, i sat down and got out my lonely planet book. it took me almost an hour to work out where i was. by then i was tired and hot. so i strolled around a mall. didn't buy ANYTHING. i was proud. because i am lured to the tables by the shiny things that are designed for tourists. i don't want to buy anything touristy, at all. i don't have the money, besides. but i am indignant about being a tourist tourist. if you know what i mean. but it's hard to not be attracted to the shiny thai things because.... i am a tourist. anyhow, after walking up the street for a while, waiting for the rains to pass, [it rains at the same time for the same amount every day, isn't that weird? weird or v. organised] i gave it up and went home. tried to have a swim but these white cunts were sittin at the table and there is NO WAY i'm gonna swim in front of PEOPLE. sheesh. as if. unless they're not white, that is. because then, if they laugh at my bad swimming abilities, i won't know, because i can't understand them. every day when i leave the house i say out loud to myself DON'T BUY ANYTHING. i am on money rations. it's fine. because it costs me less than five cents for a meal at the moment. mmm. meal. i'm going to eat. more from me to you, soon. p.s. kate, lovely talking to you. you've lifted my spirit. sorry for talking so much it's just that... well, you understand. i haven't spoken in... five days really. p.p.s. toddy, please write back to my email. p.p.p.s devil. sigh. glad we msnecked. i wish you had a diary. 10:31 p.m. - 2004-07-29 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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