eatdixx's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- panicky haircuts Good afternoon, just indulge me while i sort through my head for a minute. things that i am panicky about right now: having no career ideas. thinking about brett in general stresses me the fuck out i haven't had any shots yet, i have no vaccine for o.s. yay. money in general and starving in china. kate's family staying. i can't help it, it stresses me. i did an orsum haircut last night. i'll post the pictures soon. and i made a delicious vegan lentil & barley shepherds pie. it was yummy. we had a simple salad of apple balsamic vinegar tossed through fresh baby spinach with freshly roasted pinenuts, and crunchy bread. yummo!! well done me. my first successful vegan meal. the cheez was weird but ok. it was tofutti or some shit. i ripped the cheez apart and held it in my hands, it had a slippery slimey skin. i've started working on the front cover of Edition 1 of 'Bird', today. I just printed out what i thought the first cover design might be like, but the plastic burnt in the photocopier and produced this really bumpy kinda melted look, with a bird printed on it. it's disappointing. i wish i knew how to channel the ideas in my head towards reality. what do you think of our Zine name? leave me a note. do you think i should forget about brett? the situation is so pathetic it's not worth summarising. and you know what? it doesn't matter what you say, i actually do not possess the self control to stop even if i wanted to. sigh. Fuck it. I’m tired of thinking about these things in this manner. Pretty soon I’ll be gone and there’ll be things to distract my thoughts from stupid shit like this. Cunts. * every time I’ve tried to update today I get the OH SORRY OUR SERVERS ARE OVERLOADED. Yeah well you know what, diaryland cunts? FUCK YOU!!!! I’ve got all day and I can keep hitting refresh longer than you can stand to be ‘overloaded’. 1:31 p.m. - 2004-07-07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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